“Ten thousand shades of Osho” – a review by Philippe Nirav

Before reviewing “Ten thousand shades of Osho” let us ponder for a moment about the title. Ten thousand. Yes, you heard right, it is indeed a big number. Visualizing so many shades is daunting. Or maybe it is exciting. “Ten thousand shades of Osho” claims to examine all elements of Osho’s life, including the contentious ones- hence the title.

And yet, over the course of the entire 5 episodes, there is no mention of the recent revelations about Osho’s sexual abuse of female disciples and how he manipulated some of them into sex under the pretext of “attuning their energy”. There is no mention of his severe addiction to Valium and laughing gas, no mention of the systemic abuse of children in his communes, no mention of all the broken promises that were made to the sannyasins when they donated all their money, no mention of the 80-year-old woman who had her bank account cleaned out and was left penniless. And so much more about Osho’s exploitation of his disciples, disclosed recently by first-hand accounts, is simply not mentioned. Out of ten thousand, not a single shade relates the now undeniable and well documented facts that have shattered the world of Osho in the last two years.

If this film does a good job at examining the light, lighter and lightest side of Osho’s life, it leaves the dark, darker and darkest completely buried – because, as we all know, Osho had twenty thousand shades.

This film can easily be seen as an insult to the hundreds of then-children who were neglected and sexually abused in his communes. It can also be seen as an insult to the intelligence of the young generation who deserves better than whitewash, lies and manipulation. But let’s face it, waking up from 40 years in a cult is no small feat; it needs immense courage, an unshakable sense of integrity and a longing for truth that very few people have. Lakshen did his very best – I like to think that we all do – but based on what is known today, it is fair to conclude that “Ten thousand shades of Osho”, although well done in many regards, falls short of addressing the shadows that have been buried for far too long.

If you do have 5 hours to spend and are ready to have your mind blown and your heart broken, I recommend you look through the bibliography below- it is far from exhaustive. Sooner or later the truth will be revealed and the ghastliest shadows will be brought to light. It is always so.

Philippe Nirav, September 2023

Non exhaustive bibliography:

1) Russell King (journalist, researcher, lawyer) https://www.buildingutopiapodcast.com/home

– Book Rajneeshpuram : https://www.amazon.co.uk/Rajn…/dp/B09L58FGHQ/ref=sr_1_1

2) Sins of My Father by Lily Dunn, a stunning memoir about the relationship with her narcissistic sannyasin father & stories of the abuse of children in various sannyas communities. It was awarded The Guardian and The Spectator Book of the Year 2022 in the UK, and renowned American sociologist Janja Lalich wrote an amazing review of it here https://janjalalich.com/…/think-twice-before-posting…/.

Book : https://www.amazon.co.uk/Sins…/dp/B09KM8WBPW/ref=sr_1_1

3) 1st hand account of sexual abuse by Osho of one of his top mediums https://www.erinrobbins.life/

4) First-hand account of one of Osho’s closest, top disciples

https://storielibere.fm/soli-dragonlady/

5) Child sexual abuse was first disclosed in the personal documentary Child Of The Commune (2004) by Maroesja Perizonius.

http://www.vimeo.com/ondemand/childofthecommune

6) Leela Goldmund published 2 books on her sannyas childhood. In German only. 2021. Available on amazon.de

Insektenglück: Ein kleines Mädchen tauscht Zuhause gegen Erleuchtung

Insektenpech: Ein junges Mädchen tauscht Erleuchtung gegen Leben

7) Podcast and interview with Sam Jahara:

https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/in-my-fathers-footsteps-following-rajneesh-w-sam-jahara/id1373939526?i=1000579449322

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8) Breaking the Spell: My life as a Rajneeshee, and the long journey back to freedom, by Jane Stork. An extraordinary life story, equally moving and disturbing. It chronicles the rise and fall of Rajneeshism.

9) Bhagwan The God that Failed,  by Hugh Milne, Osho’s personal bodyguard. An incredible, hard to put down book. An honest, eloquent, personal and intelligent account of an extraordinary journey with Osho.

Creativity

Creativity has nothing to do with you. Creativity is the very heartbeat of the universe; it is that which is prior to all your ideas of what is right and what is wrong, what is beautiful and what is ugly. Creativity is what was bubbling before you came in, what remains when you are not, and what will be here long after you are gone. Creativity it the stuff that fuels every breath you take, every feeling and thought going through you, everything that happens within and without. Creativity is the beyond in action, every moment and forever. The starry night in a movement beyond the speed of light, or that magic in your heart, it is what keeps you not just alive but thriving. What this universe is about we have not the fraction of a clue. Creativity is the unknowable manifesting itself.

Teaching creativity is a contradiction in terms, and the concept of getting somewhere on the path of creativity is a fallacy. There is no path and nowhere to go. Some advertise “meditative art” but art is always meditative, because art only happens when you have disappeared. Anything else isn’t art. It is vomiting, and the modern art galleries all over the world are full of just that.

What I want to convey and share through painting is my experience of the divine, what I want you to maybe get a glimpse of is the space beyond who you think you are, what I can maybe point to is the magic of existence throbbing through your every breath

A taste of the beyond, the slightest disengaging with the illusion of being someone at all, and creativity shines in a million rainbows.

Forms and shapes appear and reveal the ever-present mystery of life and death. Explosions of lights and colours are bound to destroy your false identifications and bring forth the ecstatic nature of who you really are.